One third less the man I used to be

I've always put a priority number on the people in my life. 1/3rd its a little recipe I had to make my life going like a cake needs a definite ratio and proportion to make it taste delicious. I maintain a balance in mine to keep personality at bay or in a sense maintain my sanity. My recipe goes like this

1/3rd of my time I give to my faith in God and in his love in my life
1/3rd I devote to my family and to my friends
and the last 1/3rd goes to her. The girl I forgot and remembered the stranger who I knew inside and out.

The last fraction of my life is gone now. As of the moment I am an unfinished cake for my ingredients aren't complete anymore
This Christmas